| I am bored. |
[Jul. 10th, 2009|11:25 pm] |
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I am bored. And hey! I am not drunk! Bakana, huh? I don't feel like playing WoW. Or Sims. Or Civ4. I don't feel like chatting on yahoo. I don't really want to start Stick Slicking right now because it's late. Sooo I am talking to you. I don't know what to say, though. My birthday is coming up. I have at least a week off from Wal-Mart (most of it paid) for my vacation! I will not at all want to go back. That will suuuuck. But my time off, won't. We will be moving during that time, so I will be in a new place. It's a nice place. I hope it is cold. And I hope we are there for a while, because I hate moving. I haven't been home in a long time. I miss my family, but I don't really want to go back there. I want a new car. I don't know how long my Jeep is gonna last. It's been good to me. I guess I just want something newish and seemingly reliable. My last car was awful in reliability. I don't know what else to say. I wish I hadn't deleted all my posts. It is probably good that I did so I can't go back and read them. But I still wish I hadn't. Our fridge gets shot. Some ghost shoots our fridge. Or it sneezes. I think I prefer that, because I don't want to get ghost shot. It is hoooot. I want to live somewhere that is always cold. Or rather, somewhere that never gets hot. You know, on down the line. When I am magically rich and live on my own or something. I don't want to work at Wal-Mart forever. Certainly not this one. But I don't know what I want to do. Maybe I can get a job playing with legos. I could design some awesome shit or something. I want to finish my Stick Slick, too. I don't know how it's going to end. I was happier, or rather, more hopeful when I thought of its ending. Now I am not that. It's hard for me to do something when I don't know how it's going to end. Creatively, anyway. I'll need to print out some more Stick Slick paper at some point, I'm sure. I think this one is gonna be long. It should be though. It's gonna rock. It does in my head, anyway. I still need to find a way to put that online, so people can see them. People who want to, other than Matt and Rob. Rob needs to do one. I guess I'll have to finish mine before I can really goad him into doing one. I know he did one before. But that was a million years ago. I don't believe I have anymore room on here, so I'm going to leave you. Byebye. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2009|11:53 pm] |
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My job sucks. I drink too much. We'll be moving soon. I don't think there's much more to my life than that. There is. But it does not matter. |
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| HI, KEVIN DRINKARD HERE... |
[Jun. 28th, 2009|11:38 am] |
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For Billy Mays. Rob just showed me on the internets that he is dead. The most brilliant man on the planet, taken away too soon. And with all these other celebrities dying, I don't think CNN will talk about him so I'm going to. He was a good man. He was a genius. He put smiles on the faces of children. Today is a sad day. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2009|03:49 am] |
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I AM HERE. matt didnt make me. he and rob said he did. but im here of my own accord. and iiiiim. yes. you know what i am! uh. i like boobies. and bootays. hell, i like ladies. i need me a lady to take care of. I WONT SAY WHO. just someone. sinsciee i always say who. OH CAN YOU READ THAT MATT? i can. because i know what i said. i said it. yuou are a hoiippy with your blue chips. and rob has a song a long time ago todya. hm. i tried to get pics in yahoo but ti ddidnt dowrk,. maybe im not as charming as i though. sometimes i can be though. i thnk. maybe not. ive havd a lot f beers. i think im on number 13? who knows. rob doesnt want to sit in his uncomfortable chair. matt said something about 5 timees. or 5 dollar foot longs. there was a five, i know that for sure. the rest though i do not. i miss rock band though as matt just made me remember. well be able to play it again soon though. ic ant wait! one more kiss for you. one more wish to youuuu. pleeease make up your mind girl, before i hooope you, diiIIiieeeeee. thats all for right now. maybe ill asay more when im more inebriated. |
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| I had a date this morning! |
[Jun. 25th, 2009|10:25 am] |
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A court date. I got a ticket for my window tint May 24. After I had the tint removed, I called the court people like the state trooper said, and she asked me if I had it taken care of within 72 hours of getting it. I of course, had not, because the state trooper told me I had a month to get it done. So I went to court instead of just paying the $152. I waited in a cramped room for 50 minutes, but I only had to pay $26. Win win win! |
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| share the laoooad. |
[Jun. 19th, 2009|02:29 am] |
i seem to onlhy post when im drunk so here goes. matt is very very funnh when hes drunk. and i am very very drunk. butmatts aslseeep. andi heart same. but yeah you know that. andr ob nows that he is funnhy. hesstill up on his plaptop.. i need to get my car detinted tomorrow. i got a ticket fro m a state trooper because of it. so im gonna try ot taker care of it tomorrow. and i heart sammy hane. and.
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i dont know what else to say. except i really drunk |
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[Jun. 16th, 2009|12:58 am] |
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I wan to say a million things right now. But ive already said them. A million times. So il will go to be d instead. Good night! |
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[Jun. 8th, 2009|10:20 pm] |
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Crown is not as good as I remember it. Mine has no taste to it, just an aftertaste. Maybe I got bad stuff? I don't know but it works regardless of its taste! |
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[Jun. 4th, 2009|02:09 am] |
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i miss sam but she hates me so i will talk t o this. i lover her a lot. its been forever but i still love her. i hate myself for not being able to be strong enough to be there for her when hse hearted other guys. buti wasnt. and now theres no futures for us. she acts lieka robot toward me. i cannot blame her, but it hurts. she has a new boyfriend now. he doesnt scare me, but im going to try very hard not to contact her. she doesnt need that. shes moved on. and is moving on. i am the past. ill be here for her, though, if she ever needs somone whos on her side no matter what. and i wanna tell her that. but i cant. so i hope she just knows if she needs to. i do heart that lady. today was one o f my bad days. i have them maybe once a month. im proud of me for not talking to her though. shes still my lady, and im afraid she will be forever. |
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[Jun. 4th, 2009|01:24 am] |
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I miss that lady terribly. I hope she's ok, and that she continues to be ok. |
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| For Kir |
[May. 29th, 2009|03:00 pm] |
Just in case you can't tell, that is Miss Flower. You can't see it, but I checked the front of it and it's the same flower, just has pink petals. =) |
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[May. 29th, 2009|12:27 am] |
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I neec to drink 100 cups of coffeee too. |
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[May. 28th, 2009|11:47 pm] |
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This halloween i need to remember to say biggy smalls 3 times in the mirror. I dont wanna forget so im puttting it here. |
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| Canada Can't Count |
[May. 27th, 2009|10:38 am] |
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NOW I HAVE -$177.84 IN MY BANK ACCOUNT BECAUSE OF INSUFFICIENT FUNDS CHARGES. THE DAMN CUSTOMER SERVICE LADY HUNG UP ON ME. SHE COULDN'T EXPLAIN TO ME WHY THE AVAILABLE BALANCE WOULD SAY $63. I'M GETTING MY PAYCHECK IN THERE, AND I'M GETTING MY REFUND IN THERE, AND THEN I'M CLOSING THE ACCOUNT. |
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| No more poohouse. |
[May. 26th, 2009|12:37 am] |
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I am typing this from Matt's apartment, in which I now live. I hate moving. I managed to move my Lego Star Destroyer without breaking it, though! I have been pulled over four times in my Jeep. Three of the four was for my lack of a tag, and the third was on my way home from getting a tag so I had it in the car. The fourth was by a state trooper. He gave me a ticket for my tinted windows. So I have now received my first ticket. Yaaaay. The other day when I checked my bank account, I had $63 something. I've bought $10 in gas, and maybe snacks at Wal-Mart totalling no more than $5. I check my bank account today, and I have negative $1.34. I don't understand the math behind that. I've called in to my first shift of work tomorrow (I am scheduled to work 9am to 2pm, and then again at 6pm to 10pm) so that I can turn in keys/interweb boxes. I'll go at 6 though. I think that is all though. Except that I am thirsty. |
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[May. 21st, 2009|01:07 am] |
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You know what. I'm mad. And I think this is the firest time ive ever been drunk and mad. And im glad IM alone in my room. People done remember what i do. And people dont appreciate shit. So Im mad. I want to tear something apart. And not in a good way. |
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| WEho9akay |
[May. 13th, 2009|02:32 am] |
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I am a little bit drunk. But that is not why i';m posting. I wanted to post this tealier when i woke up but i had to go to fucking work. Havey any of you ever fell in love ina dramea? With a stranger?? She was this pretty listtle lady with a kinda dirtyu blonde hair. Itr was in a pony tail. And she had nice boobies. And she was short. And I fell for her in my dream. Her name was Tameka. She had a tan and was white. And she was ticklish. And I miss her. I miss a dream lady. How on earth do i miss a not real person? Plz tell me how. |
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| Wooooo! |
[May. 9th, 2009|11:54 pm] |
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I am al ot drunk. An di have more in my cup t to drink and like a lot of beres if if i get dtdone witht he hunch punch. Happy graduation kiR!! Happy birthday maattt!!! I am a durnks. I am listening t oo rihannanas disturiba a lot. it conncects iwht my heat for somr eason and i dnt nknow whwy. but im reall durnk. its too clost for comfort. ohh ohhh ohhh ohhhhh. |
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| Prepare plz to roll eyes. |
[Apr. 21st, 2009|11:37 am] |
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I miss her. I've missed her, for a very long time. I used to think that if I found another lady, I would get over her. But she's always been there, and I am starting to think I'll never get over her. "Well if you keep thinking about her you certainly won't." I don't know how, hehe. For the life of me I do not know how to stop thinking about or feeling for that woman. Knowing that she's not with him anymore doesn't change anything; she still doesn't want anything to do with me. I will not have anymore hope or desire than I have had for the past, ugh, 3 years now? Surely the Lord has some purpose for my attachment. I know you all think this is stupid. I know it's stupid. I can't stop though and I don't know why. I love her. That is why it's stupid. I thought getting rid of that stuff would help. It didn't. Do I regret getting rid of it? No. What I really need to burn are my memories. Especially the memory of her number because I'm sure she doesn't appreciate me texting her when I get drunk hehe. I don't understand the expression "drinking to forget" or "drowning your sorrows". Is that why I drink? Nah, it makes me laughy and stumbly. And it certainly doesn't burn my memories or make me not sad when I think about her. Would I still care about her if I found someone else? Would I still wish her well before I go to bed at night? Even when I was interested in another lady, she was still in my head. Maybe not as much, but she was still there. I do miss her though. And I do miss making her happy. And making her laugh. And cheering her up. And trying to solve all the little things wrong in her life. I've not had much experience with relationships, but when someone becomes part of your life, do you forget that? If you allow someone to saturate every little blob that makes up you, how do you forget she did so? And if it is impossible to forget, how do you get over it? I feel like someone took a blue ball of clay and a green ball of clay and mushed them together and rolled and squished the resulting ball around in their hands for almost 2 years, and then tried to take away the green. If this is this bad, I can't ever lose any of you guys. Our balls have been rolling around much longer than that (roffle) and I don't think there will be much clay left if you take yours away. Blaaaaaaaaaaaah, I don't know what it is about her. Is it because she was the first? Please tell me that is it. I have to pee so I think I'll stop now. Thank you, urinary tract. |
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